It’s as if I’m not allowed to miss you because you aren’t the same person nor want anything to do with me. It’s like.. you’re dead.

I worked on this hoping I could fill my void of the unknown; not knowing what happened or how love escaped my grasp without me even letting go, & I fill it with the memories of what I do know.. or DID know. I didn’t work on this pathologically with a motive, hoping someone would run and conjure some sort of conflict or drama from this. I worked on this so I could enjoy the best time of my life and bottle it up and share it with you. I worked on this acknowledging that it’s okay to stroll down memory lane and miss it til it hurts, til you’re sick of missing it, and til you’re sick of hurting.

lifeishard-sowhat asked: i miss reading your witty posts <3

thank you love. I will definitely be getting back to answering theseĀ  seeing as my heart is about as broken as my engagement. Great writing comes from pain, so I should be spilling my heart out rather soon.

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Anonymous asked: what is love to you?

certainty. in. everything.

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Me: babe, when we're older, are you gonna start loving a younger girl than me /:
Austin: yeah. our daughter.

checking out bomb girls together.

Me: Babe, I wish I looked like that ]:
Austin: You look like that to me
Me: No, I don't have the best body you know?
Austin: You have the best mind, baby.
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